I wanna be bigger bigger than the fame Bigger than the lights bigger than the money Out on the stage I wanna be bigger bigger than it all Bigger than the glory so I could never fall Bigger than the sky bigger than the clouds We never coming down I'm a bit bigger like david taking goliath Just trying to get my voice steady screaming out through the silence This industry makes me resort to violence Cause I've been kicked around too long stuck these vice grips Plus when nobody supports you they pirate So there's no money left to make the next of my hits Other rappers ignoring me now on my list Cause I've been keeping track of the dust left on my kicks Ugh and ya'll are bound to see I'm out to be much bigger than all those surrounding me While you're dreaming of stars I reach for galaxies If you're doubting me keep on I'm bound to be I wanna be bigger bigger than the fame Bigger than the lights bigger than the money Out on the stage I wanna be bigger bigger than it all Bigger than the glory so I could never fall Bigger than the sky bigger than the clouds We never coming down I'm a be bigger yeah Say I'm a be bigger yeah cool So big these haters here must stop Cause you talk a big game but I learn to trust not Been doing it long enough and I've had enough stops So I'll do it 'till I make it or until my lungs pop Here so watch out until I grow old and I'm a wash out I'm a be the biggest thing shining so pull your watch out Forget a platinum record I'm bigger than first or second I'm larger than premadonna's all you snakes and anaconda's Not finished with my sentence no period put a comma This thing is running on my message just getting longer There's a sauna burning up with this world against me I'm a be the biggest thing that you ever did see I wanna be bigger bigger than the fame Bigger than the light s bigger than the money Out on the stage I wanna be bigger bigger than it all Bigger than the glory so I could never fall Bigger than the sky bigger than the clouds We never coming down I'm a be bigger yeah Say I'm a be bigger yeah
走到哪儿都有人惦记着的感觉还是不错的,部队的小兄弟专门从24团收的今年的特级枣,给我送来了一大箱子,个顶个的大家伙,皮薄肉厚核小,口感很好,味道更不赖,别看是灰头土脸的外貌,这都是从树上摘下来后直接就装箱子了,没有经过水洗和增亮的过程。有的时候,条件的便利让我们习惯了躺在超市里被冲洗加工后水光溜滑的食品,真正原汁原味的感觉却难以遇到了。而且,外表光鲜靓丽的东西未必就是色香味俱全,经过自己的一点点劳动换来的味道才是最真实的。就好比刚出河道的料子,也是沾满了泥巴、土碱,简单的处理一下外表的泥土可以,但是偏偏又浸满油再加上色,摆在那里确实好看,等油干色枯的时候,心里是不是就该别扭了。这个月在巴扎上的其中一个感觉就是,皮色料子很受欢迎,基本上很多人来了就直奔带皮的料子去了,尤其是红皮的料子,看来前期外围一些工作做的还是比较到位的,皮色固然靓丽,但是也是一件衣服,扒开衣服里面埋里埋汰的也是难受,掏了个整件钱换来一张皮子,回头再加工起来还得想方设法去弥补回来,倘若是件真名牌衣服,不看身材和内在或许还能回点本,就怕是衣服也是假的,就因为是潮流结果就拿了一堆高仿再弄上吊牌,那确实是恶心一堆人了。生活常理适用于各种环境各种行当,这些所谓的小常识都是早期积累而来,物没变所以经验也未必能偏差到哪儿去。玩儿什么穿什么都是一个能力的常规体现,能力高的人大有人在,能力达不到也不能盲目攀比,终归是一个心境问题,急与躁恰恰就容易露出了虚处,是否被利用不好说,那就看自己绷的紧不紧了。
每次来,都要和猫家来个小聚,一是了解下来之前的一些基本情况,剩下的就是开阔天空的侃大山,整天的看料子问料子摸料子,换谁都有恶心的时候,所以在业余时间,把该做的事儿做完,能放松下是最好的。但是,这家火锅自己的酒建议别喝了,实在是难以下咽,而且很容易上头,他们不知道,反正我那天是又上头又断片了。不能听他们自个儿夸自个儿这酒如何如何好,如何如何千里迢迢,最终结果只有自己喝了才知道,道听途说的只能做一个参考。还好现在这样自夸的人少了,因为大家都变得聪颖了,还有就是,都等着别人夸自个儿呢,好话谁都爱听,爱说的人更受宠,我觉得我跟这个行当融不到一块儿去了,暴脾气已经形成了习惯,你又不是我儿子又不是我闺女,天天吃完了就捧你夸你,我不如听几声爹更开心。
中午和小兄弟溜达完巴扎,随便怼一顿扎实的饭食,俩人,一公斤烤全羊,刚出炉的冒着热气,然后在来个羊肉炒面,结果就是,撑着了,还没吃完打包带走了,所以有的时候眼睛大肚子小确实是亘古不变的真理,有多大饭量吃几碗米,不能看着锅里的都想要,但是胃口就那么点,回头撑坏了就是自己遭罪,卖肉的高兴。
最近一俩月我估计是不会碰火锅了,基本上把和田这几家味道凑合的都循环着吃恶心了,和田这个地方说吃的确实非常有限,从市里吃到周边就差吃到山里去了,最终还是以肉为主,所以内地的朋友过来,一定要荤素搭配,营养均衡,我这种生活方式纯粹是个人习惯,也不是健康向上的模式,不予以提倡。只不过是从小就不喜欢吃菜,唯一不挑食的时候就是当兵那三年,因为没得挑,后来这种对肉食的凶残性日益扩大,而且是酒肉从来不分家,罪过罪过。
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